Ruminations 1

I have been blessed over these past six days to see both sunrise and sunset

To spend this time with my mom

Snowy sneaking skies peaking take me down old paths of reminiscing

But my memory fails me

I can only see what I saw on old video recording, my mom full of anxiety appearing calm

Just like now, as the candy colored sun comes up behind Jenny topper’s house

Painting sky pink orange

Over my mother’s restless body

Full of pain she can’t get comfortable

What do you do when you get that tired

If anybody thinks I give a shit what I look like right now they’re wrong

Its so quiet so fucking quiet

Im falling asleep sitting here



C E Am

How grateful am I to have been able

G C

To spend this time with you

C E Am

Watching the sun rise and sun set

G C

I love every moment we get


Am E F G C

Just look out the window and see the sky’s hues

Am E F G C

As they change into colors Pink purple orange and blue



C Am Dm

I know it’s so hard

Everything’s hurting

I’ll stay right here by your side


You don’t need to be scared

You don’t have to worry

I’ll be here til we say goodbye


Am E F G C

Just look out the window and see the sky’s hues


Am E F G C

As they change into colors Pink purple orange and blue


I’ll sing you this song and it won’t be long

I’ll be right here with you

If you don’t have the strength I will fight for you

Cos that’s what you taught me to do


Am E F G C

Just look out the window and see the sky’s hues

Am E F G C

As they change into colors Pink purple orange and blue


Am E F G C

Just look out the window and know that I love you

Am E F G C

As the sky’s changing colors Pink purple orange and blue